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Thank you for the amazing response to my feedback request. I’m glad I asked! Some examples:

1) Uncharacteristic extreme fear overcome with the help of an energetic practitioner

2) “…my niece’s angel had a message a couple of nights ago. The message was that there was a band of energy surrounding the earth and was moving today. It has something to do with 2012 – she’s 9 and wasn’t interested in elaborating. Nina, your message came the next day.”

3) Another friend’s mother had a stroke that was completely machine scanned and doctor diagnosed with multiple symptoms. She was signed up for a research program and had all of the same scans done again the next day. In the interim, my friend had channeled hours of healing. Second scan results? There was no evidence of stroke and she was discharged from hospital.

That was quite some drop of water. Thank you all for honoring me with your experiences.

Nearing the End leading to the Beginning

In January I told you that it wasn’t the beginning of the New Year for me. That time in school that they spent training us has been reinforced with my kids. June is the official end for me.

Strangely, there is a beginning that occurs around Feb / March which is out of synch with the above and every year a new revelation comes to me as to the tone / theme of that cycle. This year: community.

The essence of the above, since it isn’t apparent from my writing, is that you need to be in rhythm with your life. The other important point is that you have to *act* in congruence with what you know while being open to change.

Why am I saying this to you? It’s because I’m observing fast changing times, panic, uncertainty and self distrust. Of what I’m observing, a good portion can be mitigated.

As with my personal examples above, we never operate with just one timeline and to try to make that happen leads to a feeling of having compromised yourself if not in the moment, then ultimately… which I tend to see in the form of crisis.

Energetically it looks like many hoola hoops around you. This is significant because each hoop has its own orbit and pace and creates a distortion in your field. How do you juggle it all? The key is to remember that the common reference point for all of them is *YOU.*

No matter how hard you wiggle and gyrate, they will drop simply because you will eventually have to have a break. Instead of catering to each hoop, reflect inward. When you go inward with your compassion and honesty (notice I didn’t say critical thought), you will find the stillness of your presence. From there you ask yourself what you’d like to do / create. From there you act. Easy.

Easy?! Ummm… not so much. Well, it is and it isn’t.

* It is * once you get used to honoring your insights and acting on them in alignment with a fulfilling truth.

* It isn’t * because you can feel motivated to make changes that start your world moving in unexpected directions which can provoke the comfort levels of those surrounding you as well as working with your personal doubt. Double whammy.

To work with your mental body, you might want to reflect on how well your current plans are working and where they could use tweaking. If things are bad, what can you do to make them better? If things are good, what can you do to make them great?

If you take one small step at a time, you’ll have travelled a mile before you know it. It sort of reminds me of my ski instructor days. Once I miscalculated the bravery of a student and took her to the top of the bunny hill. She declared that she would never make it down. After recovering from my astonishment, I gave her the same advice by asking her to make one turn the way we’d practiced at the bottom. She did and stopped. Again and again she made one turn until she could link them together and it was with pride that she looked back up the hill. It could have gone really bad, but it didn’t. You too can face seemingly insurmountable challenges and look back with expanded wisdom.

There are everyday miracles that are absolutely worthy of notice and every moment has an ‘up side.’ The appointments that I’ve been fielding lately have to do with perspective and it has been pointed out to me every time that our own particular view is only one of many from the many facetted angles of life in 3D. If your view is tough, look from another vantage point. It is not distortion to see life in an empowered way.

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May 07 / 09 – Feedback request

There has been some pretty profound movement within the last 24 hours and since you are a more focused group of individuals with intuition, spirituality and self-awareness I want to request your impressions of personal events within this timeframe and if there was any lead up.

Drop of Water

I chose this water outline for my email note because it is exactly my impression. I went through a ‘thinking’ period for the last 5 days, which feels (felt) like a drop of water falling and then an event.

I’ll share details later if you are interested; not much to tell though as most of you know that the energetic reverberations can seem like a gong to me when the real event is like tapping on a thimble. I have to say that I’m much more impressed with the last topic now though, more so than when I sent it out (although your feedback for that was great.)??I checked it out on the grid and it looks like a one-off type of thing as opposed to a rocky road scenario. My current view shows me that it starts with you and my sense is that it’s unique to each person, which is why I’m asking for feedback. Pure curiosity!

It seems like there will be consequences… but although I choose to describe it like a drop of water in a still pond, for some it might be more like sonar, or some other expression. Same pattern, different {interpretation / gifts / levels of subtlety} – if anything at all.

My recommendation is to breathe and thank the Divine for miracles – large and small. (and don’t forget that the Breath of Life is a miracle)

I would appreciate feedback on whether you’re okay with getting this type of ‘alert’ or would rather keep up with the monthly style. Having said that, I’m can’t predict random ‘alerts’ either.

I feel truly blessed to be a part of this life system. Thank you for sharing the journey with me.

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I’ve been watching and feeling the grid and we’ve come through the last month pretty well. Recently I’ve only had a few urgent requests and they all seemed to be related to the concept of redirection. I find that the entire theme of this letter is relating to the concept of time. To paraphrase the feedback: “When is the action phase coming in?”

Timing and Action

The long version: (I hear you laughing… I rarely have any other version, I know)

* 3D: Let’s start from where we are now. Say you have an idea (4D) and you don’t know when to implement it. This idea can be a relationship conversation, business plan, interest in a hobby…

* From a practical *common sense* approach, you need to assess:

1)What & How: What are the details of the plan? What are my motivations? What are the impacts of my plan?…How do I best proceed?

2)Who & How: Who will be impacted? Who can support me? Who am I serving?…How do I best proceed?

3)Where & How: Where are the interested collaborators? Where is my motivation coming from? Is my location appropriate?… How do I best proceed?

4)Why & How: Why am I doing this? Why would others support me?… How do I best proceed?

5)When & How: When is it best to wait or move forward or research? How do I best proceed?

All of the pieces are important. You can’t skip any step because that’s where people get into trouble. “Because it feels right or I want to,” simply aren’t valid answers on their own. You have to have a bulk of answers to motivate the energy. Sometimes it looks like it happens instantaneously, but in breaking it down, it just happens so rapidly you don’t notice. Time is quite subjective and each person’s rhythm is unique.

Because we have choice in 3/4D and the aim is to move forward with the 5D higher self support, the question of deeper *personal honesty* is more important:

- Are you desperate? (This will polarize people against you)

- Are you disillusioned? (People might not see you or they will just shake their heads at you.)

- Are you dissatisfied with where you are right now? (People follow passion, not irresponsibility

- actually some will, but they won’t be good supporters.)

- Are you fantasizing? (An ungrounded and impractical approach will make it difficult to take the first step.)

Whether or not you are in alignment with your soul map and have the support of the Divine is not really the question because that is always present and unconditional. The Divine perspective might be, “Oh, you want to take the hard way? That’s fine, We totally support you. There are alternates, but We respect your freedom of choice.”

I have watched people try to meditate their way to manifestation. I’ve watched people try to be present without doing anything. I’ve seen people do the same thing over and over with the same undesired result. You need to be deliberate and take responsibility in your life and that means looking at the big and small scale of it all (or consulting someone who can) then doing something. That might mean proceeding or scrapping the plan and starting again.

There is a time to take action at *each step* in the process. Energetically it looks like an undulation, rhythm or a wave to me: Go inward and reflect then go outward and share. There are different levels of undulations for your personality: personal, friend & family groups, your city, country… In real life that looks like your age & stage in life, family crisis / support, the economy both local and global; and you need consideration of all of that. It may be a good idea to focus on paying off debt and a bad idea to quit your job so you can meditate 5 hours a day to invoke Divine intervention.

The short version:

Every moment is the moment to act. Even if you make the small choice to sit and actively enjoy the shining sun or make a large choice to change careers.

Note: Work on activating gratitude in the present moment. As an exercise, I chose to find a personal miracle every day, for example. I have found that shifting my perception in such a small way has created some dramatic results for me. It’s not hard, and you can do it too in your own way.

I recognize that there is increasing demand for a sense of community as well as the development of awareness and self-empowerment. In investigating how to best make that happen, I’m developing projects that are focused on internet events and regular local live events. I’ll update my website as they come about.

I will continue with your question submissions as it really seemed to be on the mark as far as the energetic trends and relating to a good deal of the content that came to me independently. I love your input anyway, so please feel free to submit a question or comment and again I will focus on the predominant theme. I won’t publish your identity if you would prefer, just be specific when sending me a note.

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The sun is shining!

Wow, I finally feel like we’re through the bulk of the last energetic shift. It lasted quite a long time and this last hurdle was quite a challenge. I’ve fielded a lot of emergency calls within the last 10 days, but I don’t think this ‘wind up’ should last too much longer. It’s like we’re coasting to shore after riding a big wave and people are almost needing to check in to assess their bearings again because they have changed and so has the landscape of their lives.

Clearing and Building

As we are moving forward, there is still evidence of significant change, but it should be easier now than if these changes were presented to you before all of the growth that occurred through the winter. The key to the ease is self-knowledge; hence the heart / solar plexus aligning I mentioned last newsletter. Know yourself, honor yourself and with good will, confidence and boldness offer that to the world.

In offering *your* skills, insights, presence, gifts or smiles to the world, you will reinforce the development of the heart / sacral & root chakra aligning. This is part of the ‘foundational work’ for the action phase emerging as previously discussed.

What does that mean practically speaking? Things to consider in conducting your life:

- hold the door with a smile for a stranger

- with goodwill and an open heart, discuss your relationship with your loved one(s)

- go through old papers and shred or recycle or both

- volunteer or choose to spend more quality time where it matters most in your life

- do not minimize your contributions *you are the only person who can deliver your Divine message (it’s not arrogance when done with love

- your self deprecation serves nobody. Note: chakra 3, solar plexus)

Future stuff: Make plans, but write them in pencil, not stone so that you can allow for Divine collaboration. When I move into an action phase, I sketch out a plan then hand it over to the Divine for refinement or rejection. I’ve given a personal example prayer below. It’s not very sophisticated, but I take it for granted that there is Divine timing, wisdom, assistance, compassion, love and a plan and that the Divine is totally willing to work with me.

“Dear God, I would like to win a million bucks in the lottery, but I understand that you may have better plans for me and I’m alright with that. Thanks for the ride, this life has been a real rollercoaster and I know there’s lots more fun to come. I know that revealing too much of the future would spoil the surprise, but I wouldn’t mind a hint; you know I shake my birthday presents, too. I’d like world peace and I know that’s a tall order given the strife around the globe, so maybe clearly point out my own small opportunities to activate it here and now… I’m alright with bigger opportunities if you think I can handle it; just show me the way. Thanks, Nina”

I let my insecurities speak as well as my dreams because I’m human and there’s no such thing as holding your cards close to your chest when you’re at the table with the Divine. Sometimes I say nothing at all and imagine myself being held in a giant Divine hand. Sometimes I rant to get things off my chest and other times I listen to Divine or inspired teachings or just be quiet.

You may have better or different ways to center yourself, but the aim is to strengthen your inner relationship with deeper and deeper aspects of yourself. It is in this way that you achieve more fulfillment and confidence, and can see everyday miracles such as time synchronicities. This is impossible if you are distracted with worry of what others will think when you are taking heart felt action in the world. In that case, you will end up feeling misunderstood, not fulfilled. (note other people: chakra 1, root & 2, sacral)

I appreciate your feedback about how understandable and useable this information is and to that end, and honor of the emerging energies of ‘heart blending with community.’

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This might seem strange, but I got the message to write this, but I have no kernel as to the shiny new topic. My strategy is to blather on until something useful comes out, then make massive edits. I thought of drawing references to the full moon and new beginnings, the emergence of spring and the fullness of life… It sounds false to me too. I wouldn’t really want to go there since those aren’t my specialty. Ah, now we get to the crux of it – what is it that I do? I reference your biggest truest self and this Real You in the context of your life. Huh, I almost forgot.

The Sea of We

There is, in fact, emerging energy that comes with spring. It is an aspect of the earth energy that even astronauts can’t avoid forever. Because we can count on it, I usually relegate that to “underlying influence” rather than hold it front and center. This doesn’t mean we ignore or act in spite of it, but it gives us a supportive reference for this moment.

I sat annoyed for a few moments at being prompted to write and once I got over myself, I could see that the hallmark energies for us have to do with a blending of the third and fourth personal energy centers. Although I’m not always given the full forward effect (where would the fun be in that?), it is now quite clear as to why the emphasis in the last couple of newsletters has been coaching to maintain your physical presence. You cannot sustain an increased opening of the heart with appreciative benefit to the solar plexus unless you have a strong sense of you. Hence the “be you, be now, ride the wave” message. I believe that the first two parts of that are important all of the time (be you, be now) and the last part was the supportive advice for the trend (ride the wave).

The rainbow sheet lightning referenced in the last newsletter acted pretty much as I expected it to do and I’m pleased with the growth I’ve seen both in myself and others. I feel another wave coming, but its nature is different. ??I’m watching support build for an action phase and this is where you’ll need to take all of your building blocks and do something with them. I suggest laying a foundation (or building on the foundations you’ve already laid) as I watch another integration develop over the next two months. This one involves the heart with second chakra then heart with root.

We all have a personal context that we reference in our relationships both with individuals and groups. Remember they are distinct, just as you are distinct and you need to maintain your sense of self through it all. I see a two-part process of maintaining individuality while allowing mass support that can feel tougher than it actually is… remember you have the strength to be you!

If you feel like you missed the boat or point or whatever, the last window isn’t closed yet regarding the heart integration, and beyond that, there is never a better time than *now* to get to know yourself better. Investigate and invest in yourself. Reflect on your wisdom gained and perspectives available. Are you centered for your best possible outcomes?

This is all about you in what I’ve decided to call the Sea of We: relationships – the 1:1 of the second chakra and the 1:many of the root.

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The energies and events still feel like they are settling out and I have to maintain my recommendation from the last newsletter to ‘stay present and ride the wave.’ As I’m sure you know, there are many forms of meditation and the kind of headspace that I usually compare to athletes is, in my opinion, the way to go (as opposed to guided visualizations or something else way out there and esoteric).

The gist of the fears I’ve been hearing is that people are worried about missing out or that they have missed out which is kicking up a cloud of dust that I haven’t really seen on this scale before. They are trying to make up for this feeling by heading for the clouds to try to seek out the larger meaning or using their personality to beat themselves up.

Whoa! Back up the buggy. It is the *very* rare individual who can meditate their way to happiness and fulfillment – use it as one of many tools in your belt. Approach ‘transcendent time’ in *this moment*. Our ‘now’ space holds so many treasures and we need to be here to make choices and have experiences.

Go with the Flow

Now that we know what’s going on, my next question is always, “…but what does it mean? to me? to others? to my perception of the universe?”

I see rainbow lightning through 4D. Excellent!! This is representative of many effects in many ways all coming down through the archetypal-autopilot zone of refracted time. This is atypical based on my observations and since one might assume that this is happening all the time, I should share that I have watched this on an individual level, but this is the first time I’ve noticed it on a broad scale.

It’s conductive, quick and energizing. I expect fast transformation, inspiration, and jolts of new news to my current perception of reality and I will prepare for rapid redirection.

The above is a positive way to frame it and choice of how to channel it based on the assumption that there will be need of lightening rods. Alternately you could interpret it ‘negatively’. Really though (and by that I mean 3D) there will always be the flip side since it is dualistic down here.

1) Lightning strike: New news, insights & epiphanies (and more)

2) Rapid change: Stranger in a strange land feeling (to reference Heinlein), feeling out of sorts / control, feeling of exhilaration

3) Refusal: My world is just unchanged. Although there is progressive flow, each minute is unique!

4) Perspective: a & b

a) Time abuse (regrets and illusion) or as a tool (I’m here now, I’m moving over here).

b) Personality: archetypal overindulgence rather than as a tool of expression. (I’m the worst! or I’m the answer to humanity!)

Important side note: Although in no way restricted to this circumstance, one way to remain the most ‘gracefully affected’ is to be present and aware. Lightening rods are *grounded* for a reason.

You can’t have a coin with only one side. Negative is just an opposite to positive which, when dealing with emotion and thought, are both subjective. As an example: I’ve experienced some very negative circumstances which now add positively to my frame of reference and appreciation of life.

What you can do, no matter what your circumstances, is choose to look and act from a place of empowerment. “I choose to see clearly so that I can make the best decisions in moving forward in all aspects of my life.” The Divine sees beyond your archetypes, fears and posturing to the REAL you, no matter what you think about your current state – it is an aspect of Grace.

The time guideline: The first big push is happening. Although I noticed it in full force just prior to this last weekend, I see three months forward for the full fade out effect. Prior to that ‘end point’, the things you choose and invoke for your life will begin to kick into gear with a new trend. That process looks like it could use some Blessing as it resembles learning how to drive with a stick shift. Remember that Spirit is *always* ready and willing to assist. Be prepared, once you ask, for that to come in creative ways! Don’t forget to breathe…

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I was almost trying to avoid sending a note at the beginning of January because as a subscriber to many newsletters I was inundated with Happy New Year wishes. I’m happy that others are sending out positivity, however aside from the fireworks – which I love, I don’t subscribe to January first as the start of my year. The start of my year is in September and it ends at the end of June. July and August are a void and I’m sure this is a carry over from my childhood programming. That said, I wish you a Happy New Year. (I might just repeat that in September.)

Congruence and the Onion Skin

The latest clear trend that has come to the forefront in my awareness is influenced by this New Year. The trend has to do with the build up of incongruity contrasted by the effortlessness of being in synchronicity. I have been noticing it flowing right off of the energies I wrote about last letter: that of concrete change.

The New Year transition and its rituals act in interesting ways. It is an opportunity to reflect on the past year and affirm the new; more often though, I notice people regretting the past, picking themselves apart and then using that fuel to set up the next year. Also, and more critical to this energetic trend, people will set up delays for themselves around social and seasonal markers. Instead of, “We’ll see what the New Year brings…” How about, “I am going to set and take action on my desired direction, now.”

Small example: I’ll wait to start my health regime in January. Lack of personal conviction sends mixed messages to Spirit setting your new affirmation in the ‘maybe’ category. This builds up as auric congestion affecting your chakras. Consequence: you exercise for a month then fall off the bandwagon. This is why I opt out and set affirmations whenever I choose as Spirit guides me. I chose a small example, however I’ve been witness to financial crisis, family feuding and career questioning.

The root? People maintain illusion in different ways. If Truth is a statue in the middle of the room:?- some will pretend they it isn’t there and others will claim that it is something it isn’t;?- some will honestly not be able to see it and others will look out the window; ?- some will try to build a new statue and others will devise an intricate path around the room to get to the middle.?(it actually sits at your core)??It isn’t too late for those that missed the optimal window of time; it’s just harder to make the shift because there is increased pressure created by time for those who aren’t centered. The contrasts are more glaring and are becoming unavoidable in practical reality. It kind of reminds me of a trend I saw last summer which could be summed up as, “Boldly and honestly go forth and be Yourself!”

Depending on your issue and your soul path, the rebalancing resembles to me a person standing on a wobble board. If that above statement was heeded in earnestness, not much wobble now. If it was tougher to find yourself in honesty (and those with whom you associate because they influence us + / -), there is a lot of wobble and some have fallen off. That’s okay, but what can you do? Reflect inward. Get an accurate compass reading then take your first steps.

Because you are part of the Divine All, there is always a solution. Even though we all have our personal life lens and our illusions, we never run out of chances and opportunities to do our best. Start again from where you are now, whatever your circumstances. Like it or lump it, Now is the only functional reality we have. Orient yourself as best you can then simply do your best while being true to yourself and the reality you wish to create. Engage an expert: financial, career and psychological counselors are in business for a reason. You are not alone.

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Cheers & Greetings to You!

My aim is to bring you timely observations about the energetic trends that are affecting people and circumstances in a broader context. This message, which I intended to send in January, just couldn’t wait.

What has been noticed lately is the weighty nature of the energetics. I was quite concerned at first, but not being one interested in creating a sensationalistic frenzy, I kept it to myself (mostly). All with whom I spoke verified my concerns, but still not wanting to create a self-fulfilling prophecy I watched and waited because it didn’t feel quite right through all of the dimensional layers. Then the last piece clicked into place.

In 3D we have all of what we understand to be our consequences, in density. I would typically expect weighty energies due to the natural seasonal trends created by the masses having the same holiday geared focus and all that entails. However that wasn’t lining up with the circumstances.

What was drawing my attention was all of the electrostatic activity. Holy magnetics! At first I thought poltergeist, but it lacked personality and although many a ghost buster knows that electricity is a prime communication / mischief hallmark, it just wasn’t spot on. I’m talking about devices turning off and on and that sort of thing. It was the result of the changing personal energetic fields.

The other stand-alone trend is that of real change. I’m not talking of 4D changing minds or transient emotions, I’m talking about job change; physical moves and on the flip side mental turbulence and emotional struggle that isn’t linked to the season. It has more of a quality of timeliness. It isn’t a ‘wake up call’ from spirit; its just time to make soul choices that have a lower vibrational expression. To me, that’s the aim of life.

As an opportunity energy, which is useable in real life, it seems to have started in October. The build up came with 2008 as a year in general, and the ‘normal’ window of opportunity for change beginning in November and has a feel of continuity into the end of the year – which is why I wanted to get this newsletter out before 2009 began.

The nice thing about this is that although there is the 4D mental / emotional turbulence, it completely dissolves once the appropriate connections are made and actions taken. This seems to be completely unique to each person. I mentioned job shifts before, but I’ve also seen pivotal dreams, initiatory processes with physical consequences, and a renewal or deepening of self-awareness. There seems to be a shedding of layers of the false understanding / existing which are easily discarded with the awakening of the new truth. The nature of this truth doesn’t even need to have full conscious understanding in that one can say, “Oh, this is the way it is? Okay.” I’ve seen people just start living by new rules that slip gracefully into their lives resulting in a tangible improvement in quality of life.

If I had to name this shift, I would call it the “Making It Real Trend.” In my opinion, reality isn’t meant to be tough even if we have to make tough choices. It isn’t meant to be a walk in the park, even though we can. It’s meant to be additive, appreciative, explorative and enfolding in nature and all that that involves. We color it with our opinions; share and compare notes. We honor ourselves and our journey and that same focus in others. We obey multidimensional laws like gravity and free will, and we celebrate that in others.

I have a funny short story involving the nature of the ‘hard path’. I was at home and had to choose whether or not to go and meet my father. I’d had repeated ‘warnings’ from a friend to do with the speed of my existence – I move fast. She’s not judgmental, just observant. I had the thought that I needed to get going because the police would probably stop me. So I left and zoomed down the highway only to be pulled over by not just one, but six police cars! They had just come from an official escort and let me off with a warning. I still made it to meet my dad on time. Six is a number with one meaning being, “Smarten up and realign your focus to Spirit.” What is the point of rushing in time if spirit is timeless? You still have to honor your commitments to others, but why stress yourself out by over committing? How will you use time?

This is a minor personal example demonstrating the nature of ease and grace. I could have chosen the easy path. Not speeding. I chose a hard way and make no mistake, there is more than one difficult path: I could have gotten the $250 ticket. I could have had an accident… But I would like to compare this to something where there isn’t judgment as to the right and wrong of it (because speeding is illegal). Why do people climb mountains when they could more easily take a helicopter to the top? A mountaineer wouldn’t get as much out of a heli-ride. A heli-pilot wouldn’t get as much out of a climb.

We are all unique and our path choices have to be as unique… and that’s why we honor each others choices even if it doesn’t make sense to us. This is why we share and compare notes. This is also why we can’t take anybody’s word as the law even if they have very many great ideas. We take the very best of what makes sense to us and live it. That is what I’ve seen coming to a head right now. That is what I wanted to share.

Please contact me if you want to voice your observations and / or let me know if this is in keeping with your personal experiences. Maybe there is more that I’ve missed, maybe I’m off base.

We will work this out together with your input guiding the tone and content. As a group energy, you very probably will become one of my ‘first alerts’ and energetic compass for orientation.

Blessings and Joy to you.

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